Feliz Ano Novo!

("Happy New Year")

It has been close to three years since I last wrote any entries for this blog, so a brief recap of what's been going on since early 2007.

• Had two more Batizados in the successive years, earning azul claro and azul escuro ("light blue" and "dark blue"). Okay, technically I only attended one, but azul escuro was awarded in absentia.
  
• Taught my first few classes at the academy, mostly teaching kids and intro classes. Wondering if teaching level 1 classes would be easier, since it can be assumed that they already know the basics by that point.
• Burned through a significant chunk of life savings to take my very first trip to Brazil with the group, but left with memories that will last a lifetime, a greater knowledge of Capoeira, and greater appreciation for Capoeira and life in general home. The Mestre now has me on record saying that I will never complain about the conditions of the studio back home in Vancouver.
• Made my first berimbau using glass and a Leatherman multitool. This is my berimbau. There are many like it, but this one is my own. Significant work must be performed on it so it plays and functions better, though.

Despite the promise of last year, things can always be better. Here's to a new year of hope, promise, and achievement!

Carnavale, 2007

Shot at the Brazilian Carnaval Festival, February 23, 2007

O cordão está pesado

("the belt is heavy")

Over the past few months, I've been wrestling with myself on several levels, mostly due to changes within the academy's structure, especially in regards to class attendance. At my current level, amarelo escuro (dark yellow), there are many more levels to go before attaining any level of authority, which is not to say that a 6th level belt is anything to sneeze at. I realize that it wasn't earned overnight, but I have to do certain things in order to maintain my level.

Separating knowledge and feeling becomes fundamental at this point. One class, I bore witness to a younger student having difficulty executing matelo de angola (kick launched from the front leg in a crouched defensive position known as esquiva de frente). In frustration, he punched a wall. I came up to him, asked him to relax, and pointed to my belt, saying, "I didn't get this overnight."

In some respects, his frustration mirrors my own, which is something I realize. Capoeira is an incredibly solid metaphor for life in general. Within my own rank, executing basic movements is not a problem due to muscle memory. This is based on the principle that through repetitive movements, complex body movements no longer require conscious thought in order to do them. This is why it is important to practice movements to the point that they are second nature, so that when one is in the roda, one is able to pull out an appropriate movement without having to dig through the library, as it were.

But, more on my frustration. As nothing in life is static, so is the enrollment. As a result, there are times when despite my level, I end up being the top ranked student in any given session. This is a lot of responsibility, as this student will often be the one used as an example. Also, considering the closer proximity in rank between a novice student and an advanced student (rather than an instructor), the advanced student will be more likely approached.

This is where I lack the appropriate "muscle memory" (read: experience) to act accordingly, but am working on changing. It is important to do so, as the situation is not necessarily going to improve in the near future, as I rise up the ranks and the dynamics between students change (new students come, old students leave).

The solution to simply train more is a tempting one, as it's the simplest solution, although not necessarily the brightest one. Given my age, my body no longer heals as fast as it used to, so aches and strains require a certain amount of time to heal. But, it is also tempting because of the addictive adrenaline and endorphine rush I get during and after a class.

But, brute force solutions will not usually fix the problem, as I will increase the likelihood of injury. After talking to an older student and making an off-hand comment about how 95% of my doctor's appointments were to treat or diagnose a condition related to Capoeira training, she pointed out that at one point I was training almost every day for a month. Considering how much time I've been forced to take off due to injury (2.5 weeks from my hamstring tendon injury), it would probably balance out between a more regularly spaced training schedule.

So, how DOES one deal with the responsibility? Acceptance would probably be the first step. Realization that there are limits to what I'm physically capable of doing, and that I'm human, and by nature, I'm going to mess up a few times. And, while I may be the most advanced student in the class, I'm still not the instructor. So, while it is imperative that I set a good example, it should be an example of trying my best, rather than getting it perfect.

But more importantly, I should step back and figure out why I'm doing Capoeira in the first place, and for who I'm doing this. I didn't necessarily get into this so I could teach (although it is something I've developed an interest in). I didn't do this so I could compete or work in Hollywood (although I would consider it if the opportunity came up). And, I'm not necessarily doing this to impress anyone.

noticia bom

("Good News")

With my last physiotherapy appointment, I am given a clean bill of health. I still have a slight decrease in normal range of motion with my left leg and I won't likely be able to do quixada up to head-height like I used to (at least not for a few weeks), but the bottom line is that I'm back.

Today, I ease back into it with one of the lower-level classes. But hey, at least I get to be one of the bigger than the other kids. (that's a reference to The Simpsons, sorry.)

Jogo de Dentro, Jogo de Fora, Jogo Bonito é o Jogo de Angola

("Inside Game, Outside Game, the Game of Angola is a Beautiful Game")

Toquinha (in white) and Instrutore Sapo at the 2005 Batizado, Vancouver BC

Okay, so this is anything BUT a close game, and most of it consists of me pulling out as many floreios (acrobatic movements) as possible, doing (not including basic kicks) mortal (backflip), au malandro (one-handed L-kick), au sem mao (aerial / no-hand cartwheel) and sacha rolha (spinning handstand, literally, "corkscrew"). During the whole thing, I'm maintaining a large distance, almost pulling out kicks for their own sake. But, I start playing closer, right before I appear to take a shot to the face, further underscoring the importance of keeping one's guard up.

This is where we start emphasizing the importance of jogo de dentro, or inside game. It's quite counterintuitive, as instinctively, one would want to keep their distance from their opponent in any sort of combat situation. But, on a physics standpoint, in many respects, it's actually safer to stand closer to the opponent. This is akin to cracking a whip. The arm itself is harmless, yet the end of the whip is what breaks the skin.

Jogo de dentro is one of the more challenging aspects of Capoeira to master and understand, but is important, not only for safety, but for the development of one's game. Even though it is essentially a conversation in movement, there is a huge temptation to pull out one's tricks and attempt to plan combinations, especially with novice students. I still remember my first Batizado, where I attempted to do a combination of quixada (circular kick from forward leg), armada de costa (spinning circular kick from back leg), and au malandro. I was on the floor before I was able to finish the second kick.

At four feet away, sure, there's a really good chance that the opponent will never connect. But, why do it? There is no motivation to dodge, escape, or even respond with an appropriate movement. There is no growth, no evolution, and nothing learned. A student instructor referred to it as trying to talk about Capoeira, when the other person starts talking about hockey.

Mais um semana

"One more week"

Still slogging through my physiotherapy and stretching exercises. I have significantly decreased range of motion in my left hamstring and have appointment scheduled for next Thursday. The physiotherapist says I'll possibly have to take another week for full recovery to minimize the risk of additional injury.

I came to realize that about every single visit that I've made to my doctor has been related to an injury sustained in training. It's the catch-22: either I'm in there because of the weekend warrior stuff, or because of health problems related to an inactive lifestyle. My family doctor recommends that I take up swimming. I hate swimming.

But, on the plus side, I've learned another song in Capoeira.

Ele é braço forte, (he has a strong arm)
ele é perna dura, (he has a hard leg)
ele e meu mestre, (he is my mestre)
ele ninguém segura (no one can hold him)

Ele é ligeiro (he is agile)
no martelo a meia-lua (of the martelo, meia-lua)
da macaco esse dobrado (and macaco and s. dobrado)
mas não faz isto na rua (but not doing it in the streets)

E meu mestre e (and my mestre)
E meu mestre a (and my mestre)
ele e meu mestre, (he is my mestre)
ninguém vai me segurar (no one will hold me)

"Vou dizer minha mulher, Capoeira me venceu."

("Go tell my wife that Capoeira has me")

With most sports, there is a notable disparity between genders, and Capoeira isn't that much different. With some very notable exceptions (Mestranda Edna Lima being one of them), it is largely male dominated, especially in higher ranks.

Given the parallels between Capoeira, gymnastics, and modern dance, one would think that there would be slightly less disparity (especially considering female dominance of gymnastics and dance), but this isn't always the case.

All attempts to avoid degenerating into male chauvinism aside, the physical differences are fairly obvious, which is much harder for me to take into account when I am asked for pointers on certain movements. That, and I still have a hard time understanding why it's more difficult for women to do regular push-ups (i.e.: legs extended). While there is the narrower shoulder width, there's also the much lower overall weight to consider. Upper-body strength is great and all, but strength-to-weight ratio should probably be more heavily considered, right?

Given my history with Capoeira (casually studying between 1997-1999, then studying seriously and regularly from 2003 onwards), certain movements can executed with relative ease. For example, it took me a while to figure out macaco lateral (one-handed back handspring), but within a week or two, I could pull it off without thinking. But, it is something that I see some female students struggle with, which is often attributed to having a different body composition.

When considering acrobatic movements, this does have some level of merit. Compare half-pipe snowboarders (ESPN X-Games, Winter Olympics), and male snowboarders often get much higher verticals and larger rotations. Even without a university degree in physics, one could easily surmise that this is due to a different centre of gravity and larger body mass (more force going down the pipe converts more potential energy into kinetic energy, leading to higher speed and verticals).

But on the other hand, considering that people who are not necessarily "naturally" physically gifted, yet are able to perform these movements, it could be a simple (note: that's "simple", not "easy") matter of just putting in the effort and removing whatever psychological barriers are in the way.

One particularly interesting moment occurred when I was coaching another student (one level below mine) on macaco lateral, which she indicated that I was "naturally athletic." Considering that I was always the last to be picked for teams, I thought it was sort of flattering. Yet, after some coaching, I was able to get another student with a much less athletic body type to perform a macaco lateral (albeit with some minor improvements to be made).

In some respects, women have a very distinct advantage, as guys will have a tendency to hold back or "play down" to their level. I should know - I do it a lot too. I remember during a training exercise, remembering not to "hold back" (as I've been told, the person should know to esquiva), I accidentally hit a woman in the face with a godeme (back fist), thinking that she was going to block with cutela alta (open palm block). I felt really, really bad when that happened. As it is, when playing against women, I've made a point of holding back, or at least executing movements with a lot more control than necessary. This is probably why I've been known to get taken down by some female members of my academy.